Friday 18 April 2014

Good Friday

The Rose Within
The inspiration for this piece arose during a Contemplative Fire retreat on the Welsh coast in September 2007. This particular morning began with silence and insights from the Christian mystics, against a backdrop of stunning sea views, strong wind and glorious sunshine. Following this time of prayer and worship, I felt compelled to be alone, to have a time of reflecting on the place of compassion in the life of the contemplative and in our life as community.

I spent time in silence with the gospel passage for the day, then walked alone to the beach for fresh air and a leg stretch, returning at a slow attentive pace to my room and paints.

I am more than ever deeply struck by how silence enables creative spaciousness within and between – which I think of as being the seedbed for healing love. My aim was to try to represent imprisonment, mental and physical, and to explore how silence, inner silence, far from being an oppressive energy, is an agent of healing. I set about drawing a tangle of thorns and gorse, such as on the headland, hard and barbed, reminiscent of barbed wire – a ring of thorns emerged in my drawing - a crown of thorns – and in the space – the creative spaciousness of silence (created by the crown), a rose, complete with thorns, blooming.

This painting is my prayer offering for today – in colour, texture and form; a prayer which names and touches the places of pain in human lives; it speaks silently of the Presence revealed to us in Jesus Christ who enters the darkness with self-giving Love; it sings a hymn of praise to the One through whom all life is transfigured, silently, in the surrender of Love.

Peace be with you
Tessa Holland


God created through love and for love. God did not create anything except love itself, and the means to love. He created love in all its forms. He created beings capable of love from all possible distances. Because no other could do it, he himself went to the greatest possible distance, the infinite distance. This infinite distance between God and God, this supreme tearing apart, this agony beyond all others, this marvel of love, is the crucifixion. Nothing can be further from God than that which is made accursed.

This tearing apart, over which supreme love places the bond of supreme union, echoes perpetually across the universe in the midst of the silence, like two notes, separate yet melting into one, like pure and heart-rending harmony. This is the Word of God. The whole creation is nothing but its vibration. When human music in its greatest purity pierces our soul, this is what we hear through it. When we have learnt to hear the silence, this is what we grasp more distinctly through it.

Extract from "The Love of God and Affliction" in Waiting on God by Simone Weil


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