Tuesday 25 March 2014

Distractions

Housekeeping for a mouse!

A couple of weeks ago we noticed a smell coming from down beside our little freezer. I opened the window. It didn't go away.  Reluctantly I investigated, thinking it might be 'something dead' that the cats had brought in. As I wrestled the tumble dryer out of the way - no mean feat in a small space, the creature scurried away under the freezer - very much alive! There was quite a system in place - cat biscuit stored in a neat pile under the drier and a very comfy looking nest behind the freezer. Getting out the vacuum to remove the nest and biscuit, the mouse emerged looking very beautiful. It evaded capture  - easily - and disappeared. Goodness knows where! Needless to say the cats seem to think this is my problem.

Yes, it is still in residence - a new nest in the same place and each morning a pile of cat biscuit under the drier. Totally ignored the humane mouse trap with organic peanut butter and cat biscuit. I am at a bit of a loss as to what to do other than to live with the distraction and to clear up after it.... 

A favourite poet sums it up very well. 

Making the House Ready for the Lord
Dear Lord, I have swept and I have washed but
   still nothing is as shining as it should be
for you. Under the sink, for example, is an
   uproar of mice – it is the season of their
many children. What shall I do? And under the eaves
   and through the walls the squirrels
have gnawed their ragged entrances – but it is the season
   when they need shelter, so what shall I do? And
the racoon limps into the kitchen and opens the cupboard
   while the dog snores, the cat hugs the pillow;
what shall I do? Beautiful is the new snow falling
   in the yard and the fox who is staring boldly
up the path, to the door. And still I believe you will
   come, Lord: you will, when I speak to the fox,
the sparrow, the lost dog, the shivering sea-goose, know
   that really I am speaking to you whenever I say,
as I do all morning and afternoon: Come in, Come in.


Mary Oliver

Peace be with you.

Wednesday 19 March 2014

A Service of Silence & Beholding


A time of unhurried silence

 in which to dwell at the heart of the Eucharist.


Sunday March 23rd
8 a.m.
St. Mary's Church, Sullington, West Sussex, RH20 4AE

We gather in silence, coming just as we are, to seek the face of God and to wait upon the Divine presence. In and through our attentiveness, gazing and listening, the silence deepens, so we also depart quietly, taking what we have received into the day.  There are no announcements; the spoken words are offered as stepping stones in the quiet, taking us deeper into silence. 
All is Eucharist.


Response to Silouan's words in Wisdom Songs

Turn
‘Metanoia’
Turn around
Face the Holy
Attend
Give yourself to this one thing
Again and again

See
‘Theoria’
Awaken
Be seen
Shed the mask
And untruth of yourself
Enter this place of nakedness
 before God
Be illumined
Be transfigured
by light and love

Be
‘Theosis’
Be in God
Walk in the way of the Beloved
At one with the Holy One
i am echoing I AM
No longer I
But Christ

Turn
See
Be
Turn

Tessa Holland

Peace be with you

Thursday 6 March 2014

Letting go of everything for this

I was going to say that I have been finding the following useful as a meditation for the beginning of Lent - but it is actually more that it turned up on the threshold of my consciousness like an old friend and seems to have decided to stay awhile ...  

I see the face
that was my home.

My loving says, I will let go
of everything for that.

My soul begins to keep rhythm
as if music is playing.

My reason says, What do you call
this cypress-energy that straightens
what was bent double?

All things change in this presence.
Armenians and Turks no longer know
which is which.

Soul keeps unfolding inward.
The body leaves the body.

A wealth you cannot imagine
flows through you.

Do not consider what strangers say.
Be secluded in your secret heart-house,
that bowl of silence.

Talking, no matter how humble-seeming,
is really a kind of bragging.

Let silence be the art
you practice.

Rumi (1207-1273)

Trans. Coleman Barks

And then this piece - from a book lent to me by a friend ...

"To know God as the wholeness of love is to enter into oneness at the heart of all life. That is why prayer and contemplation are essential for the next stage of evolution. Without the eye of the heart or the inner space to welcome the new ways love shows itself in others, we cannot love toward greater unity …"
  
Ilia Delio, The Unbearable Wholeness of Being: God, Evolution and the Power of Love, p.112-113.

Wherever and whoever you are, whatever your circumstances:
Peace be with you.