Thursday, 24 September 2015

Love Bade Me Welcome ...

A Service of Silence & Beholding

 - an unhurried time in which to dwell at the heart of the Eucharist - 

Sunday 27th September
8am
St. Mary's Church, Sullington, West Sussex

Love
Love bade me welcome: yet my soul drew back,
Guiltie of dust and sinne.
But quick-ey’d Love, observing me grow slack
From my first entrance in,
Drew nearer to me, sweetly questioning,
If I lack’d anything.

A guest, I answer’d, worthy to be here:
Love said, you shall be he.
I the unkinde, ungratefull? Ah my deare,
I cannot look on thee.
Love took my hand, and smiling did reply,
Who made the eyes but I?

Truth Lord, but I have marr’d them: let my shame
Go where it doth deserve.
And know you not, sayes Love, who bore the blame?
My deare, then I will serve.
You must sit down, sayes Love, and taste my meat:
So I did sit and eat.

George Herbert
1593-1633

Peace be with you



Tuesday, 8 September 2015

Welcome & Hospitality

We have recently returned from the Greenbelt festival*, a creative fusion of faith, the arts and social justice, along with people of all ages and weather of all sorts ... yes, it was wet and muddy ... and great fun! 

In amongst other things, we attended some talks and an art exhibition organised by the Corrymeela community whose work of peace & reconciliation particularly in Northern Ireland is inspirational and challenging ... and I have come home wondering about how their perspectives and insights about welcome and hospitality might inform my own life, particularly our ministry of contemplative welcome as a Quiet Garden ...

There is so much to explore, to ponder, to reflect upon ... so this is an insy winsy offering ...

For me, the Rublev icon depicts the Trinity of God as one of welcome... Father, Son and Holy Spirit caught up in the mutual gaze of loving attention – a sense of space at the front welcomes the viewer into the gaze – it draws me in to be part of the welcome of God ... 

That all sounds very lovely ... and it is ... it is also profoundly challenging, giving rise to the question -
'Can I live it?'
Can I be open to the other - Divine or human – and make space for the other in my attention?

Does my practice of silence (or any spiritual practice) cut me off from myself and the world? Or does it enable me to be more open, more able to give my attention with compassion for the other? (I invite you to ask these questions of yourself and your own practice.)

For me, there is an imperative to enable inner silence and stillness as that which gazes, listens and speaks into the muddle and joy of life - and that includes the current crisis in Europe. I have felt challenged by the news of refugees, especially by the emotive language and images in the press. It seems to me that there is a need to discern what really needs to be heard and what does not – what is to be welcomed here? 

This becomes a question that is taken back into the silence - a place of constancy before God and the drip, drip, drip of loving attention, to hollow out a place of compassion and loving attention which by its very nature sees what is to be welcomed. 

David Wood in his book Dark Prayer: when all words fail, says this, 

All the great writers and contemplative people in Christian history say that when you go deep into the silence and solitude of the chasm, yes, you are indeed alone. Yet, paradoxically, you become more intimate with all the peoples of the world, not less: you are not shut off at all. You become more empty so that there is more space in you to be filled. Usually we are so evasive that we fill up our lives with people and notions we want to be of service to - and those we want to be of service to us – and we screen off those whom we do not want. But in becoming ever more silent we discover that this screening process fades. The whole world comes towards us, enters us. And surprise, surprise, we can be greatly encouraged by the sense of solidarity this gives, in both suffering and joy, with all those who arrive at our house, now that we have room for them.

At the heart of you, you are not a blasted heath, windswept, withered with the bitterness of being alone and unlovable, but a meeting place like a good inn where humanity gathers and brings its warmth. And in this way we show something of the glory of God.

Compassion, welcome and hospitality begins here. So wherever you are, in time, place or journey, I invite you to put aside some time each day in which to become aware of your body, to welcome it just as it is, as thoughts arise to notice them with gentle hospitality, and through it all to quietly constantly return to your breath, the ebbing and flowing of the giving and receiving – and may the welcome of God, made known to us in Jesus, be our welcome, to ourselves, to the Divine and to the other ....  

in the peace of Christ
Tessa 


*www.Greenbelt.org.uk 

Wednesday, 26 August 2015

Sheer Silence : Still Waters

a time to enter silence, still the mind and encounter the present moment in quiet


Saturdays 5th September & 3rd October 2015
8 - 10am 
St. Mary's Church, Sullington, West Sussex, RH20 4AE

For September and October we are trying out a new format which we hope will allow time for silence, for some input and led practice with the opportunity for some sharing of insight for those who wish. The timings will be as follows:


8am - 8.50am  - ‘Sheer Silence’ with an opportunity for contemplative practice in companionable silence. No words; the occasional chime to bring the attention back to the breath and to change posture if required. the invitation is to arrive when you like during this time and quietly slip in and participate in the silence. 

8.50-9am - music interlude

9am- 10am – ‘Still Waters’ with a short led introduction, followed by about 25 minutes silence and then a plenary session for shared insight to finish.

You are welcome to come at either 8 or 9am or to stay for the whole time.
No booking is required and all are welcome.


He said, ‘Go out and stand on the mountain before the Lord, for the Lord is about to pass by.’ Now there was a great wind, so strong that it was splitting mountains and breaking rocks in pieces before the Lord, but the Lord was not in the wind; and after the wind an earthquake, but the Lord was not in the earthquake; and after the earthquake a fire, but the Lord was not in the fire; and after the fire a sound of sheer silence. When Elijah heard it, he wrapped his face in his mantle and went out and stood at the entrance of the cave. Then there came a voice to him that said, ‘What are you doing here, Elijah?’


1 Kings 19:11-13
Silence - c. Tessa Holland 
Peace be with you 

Thursday, 23 July 2015

Journeying Together

A Service of Silence & Beholding

an unhurried time in which to dwell at the heart of the Eucharist
Sunday 26th July
8a.m.
St. Mary's Church, Sullington RH20 4AE

Carrying the Cross
2009
On retreat 6 years ago at St. Beuno's in North Wales I was reflecting on my life as a priest here in the Diocese of Chichester. It was a painful time, one of feeling rejection and a lack of support from the Institution. It was a desert place and time. My retreat guide encouraged me to draw how I felt and to allow the activity of drawing and the painting itself to help me listen to what God might be showing me in my situation. 

As I drew, the landscape became a flowering wilderness, where in the distance there were people gathered. Too far off to see them clearly, but I had a sense they were people of the desert, waiting to offer welcome. The insights the painting offered has helped me journey deeper into the desert with hope.

As this cycle of services comes to its summer rest, those faces are now known to me as friends and fellow travelling companions who gather for Still Waters, Quiet Garden and this Eucharist. I am deeply grateful for your presence, your welcome and your companionship. 

During August we shall have a rest, 
returning on September 5th for Still Waters.

Peace be with you. 





Friday, 26 June 2015

June into July

A Service of Silence & Beholding: 
an unhurried time in which to dwell at the heart of the Eucharist
Sunday 28th June
8a.m.
St. Mary's Church, Sullington

Still Waters: 
a time to enter silence, still the mind and encounter the present moment in quiet
8 -10am
You are welcome to come at either 8 or 9 or to stay for the whole time. 
St Mary's Church, Sullington

Whether these events are part of your rhythm of contemplative practice, or you just need some space away from it all at this time of year, you will be most welcome. 

We love with God when and only when we are the conduit for God's reconciling presence with the person next to us. It is as we connect the other with the source of life that we come to stand in the place of life, the place cleared and occupied for us by Christ. 
Rowan Williams, Silence & Honey Cakes

Peace be with you.

Thursday, 4 June 2015

Still Waters

This Saturday, 6th June, you are once again invited to join Mark and I up at Sullington church from 8am until 10am for ‘Still Waters: a time to enter silence, still the mind and encounter the presence in quiet.’ Our short introductory focus will be on the dynamic between solitude and community – and in particular on the paradox of entering into silence as a radical expression of community and connectedness with all ...
At the heart of a maturing community are people who have begun to find their balance in solitude, their equipoise of conversion, of ready, eucharistic, ungrasping response, of apatheia. By discovering what they must do to find and maintain this moving balance and repose, they have begun to find true community; they have realized interdependence that is focused beyond itself.
Maggie Ross, Pillars of Flame: power, priesthood and spiritual maturity

We hope that you are able to join us.

Peace be with you

Tessa

Friday, 22 May 2015

Indwelling Flame

Pentecost Sunday 
24th May 2015
8a.m.
St. Mary's Church, Sullington

A Service of Silence and Beholding:

 an unhurried time in which to dwell at the heart of the Eucharist


It is done.
Once again Fire has penetrated the earth...
without earthquake, or thunderclap: the flame has lit up the whole world from within...
so naturally has it flooded every element, every energy, 
every connecting-link in the unity of our cosmos, 
that one might suppose the cosmos to have burst spontaneously into flame. 
The Mass on the World
Pierre Teilhard de Chardin

Peace be with you